hmm 4-5months since i posted here.
jus wanna rant again.
ranting at 1 place isnt enough know?

(somehow typing this entry in imperfect english will make me save my pride more)

recently i KEPT dreaming about past memories.
okayokay, the dreams is very cheerful and happy, but when I wake up and find out that it is not really happening, it really makes me emo like crazy.

i think just now was my 3rd time dreaming about past memories again.
so sad =(
i miss the laughes we shared and our same sense of humour. hais...
i feel like such a loser.

but i guess this is all just part of life?
when will i be able to let go?!
i'm already starting to regret like siao where i felt like it's all my fault.
but it's not -.-
it's all thanks to someone hahahha.

i ADORE bishiessssssss

29 Jan 2009, 11.03
My aunt gave me a stick of 4 fishballs out of kindness.
Seeing that i absolutely hate fish and fish balls, i did not want to reject her as she was kind to do this.
So i immediately said "thank you" and took the stick of FISH balls.
I am now trying to swallow and chew.
It even bloody dripped on my precious book.
...
banzai.

woo woo.
i think this poem is very inspirational 8D
enjoy.

You feel it the night before in your bed.
It's concentrating on what your coach just said.
It's putting your best score on another scorecard,
And diving for that one last yard.
It's putting up that buzzer shot,
And showing that home crowd all you've got,
But when your play goes into the clutch,
You show them all your magic touch.
Then when it's over and your heart's had its lift,
You look up at the sky and thank God for your gift.

Zach Michael Mcdonough, USA